Ada org bertanya .. siapa dia di hati ini..
dia mampu menjadi imam ku, tetap kan dan kukuhkan iman nye.. amin..
dia memahami jiwa rock ku
bila dia bertutur, lemah lembut dan tulus
bila dia menegur, mudah untuk ku menerima
dia berpakaian mengikut kesesuaian, merokok bukan style nya,
dia tenang,cool, bijak dan sabar dengan kedegilan ku, kepala angin ku
dia pendengar setia bila ku berbicara
dia menerima ku seadanya dan bersedia membimbingku ke arah lebih baik...
bila Allah izinkan .. akan ku umumkan kepada semua.. In Shaa Allah..
Moga di permudahkan ...amin..
Itulah dia di hati ini... :-)
Tuesday, December 18, 2012
Tuesday, December 11, 2012
Best ke Single Life?
Don't get me wrong..!!. .I Love being Single, no question on that and I Do enjoy each and every moment of my single life but there are times I need companion..bak kata Ella dlm lagu P.P.P, 'semua ada pasangan'..
When I need a hug no one there to give one
When I cry at night no one there to comfort me
When I stress and get mad no one there to calm me down
When I need to talk no one there to listen
When I forget about things no one there to reminds me
When I made a wrong choice no one there to tell me its wrong
I wouldn't feel so much emptiness last time because someone has always be there for me...
But the person who provides me all the above has gone to Jannah..
Regardless all the above...I am blessed of what I have.. Thank U Allah.. Alhamdullilah..
When I need a hug no one there to give one
When I cry at night no one there to comfort me
When I stress and get mad no one there to calm me down
When I need to talk no one there to listen
When I forget about things no one there to reminds me
When I made a wrong choice no one there to tell me its wrong
I wouldn't feel so much emptiness last time because someone has always be there for me...
But the person who provides me all the above has gone to Jannah..
Regardless all the above...I am blessed of what I have.. Thank U Allah.. Alhamdullilah..
Monday, December 10, 2012
My very 1st Australia trip - Perth!
I was planning for this vacation right after I met my ex school mate in Jan 2012 during our reunion. She lives there for about 7 years now after she got married to Australian. I promise her I will pay her a visit eventho if I have to travel alone.
About 2 weeks before my trip, my ofismate asked me to accompany her for beach vacation but I told I cant because I already have planned. Then I ask her to come with me instead since Im going to travel alone...it took her less than 24 hours to think and decide...yap, the next day, she became my adhoc travel buddy..
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| my adhoc travelling buddy |
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| night at Freo |
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| US |
we had so much fun throughout the trip... this is the 1st trip i have ever been without so much planning..just buy ticket, be there and do whatever necessary...
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| KIng's Park at night |
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| Freo yo! |
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| Pinnacle desert.. |
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| Sandboarding |
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| get to know the kangaroo |
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| The kangaroo trying to hijack the camera |
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| oh yes..we had so much fun |
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| Harbour ... |
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| hahahahahah.. |
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| THe blue sky at the beach |
What HAppen today 10/12/12
Bermula seawal 7am, berazam nak mulakan setiap pagi (weekdays je sbb weken agenda lain) dgn bersenam 5-10 min..
What happen today?
1. arrive ofis mcm biasa 9.15am
2. 12 noon ke KLCC ada lunch date dgn ex-colleague - which makes me realize dah lama aku kerja kat current company ni dan pembaharuan perlu dilakukan segera... most probably I return to previous industry..but aku selesa disini..(perkara yg perlu difikirkan dgn mendalam dan serius)
3. balik lambat 30 min dari biasa...stuck in jammed at Komuter parking area for an hour!!..arrrghhh penat nye and blm Maghrib lagi...berdoa bagai nak rak harap sempat sampai rumah b4 azan Isyak berkumandang.
4. Arrive home 15 min b4 Isyak..terus solat, baca yg rukun je..relax kjp and ON TV... BUT..OH NO!!! Astro Decoder rosak pulak...takde pun digital watch tu, dash dash ke...adapter pun padam..apakah ini?..call Astro : replacement within 3-5 days..paling lewat nx monday.. gone my fav series, bola Malaysia against Thai for this week..
solution : reading book (ada 30 stok baru masuk hasil tangkapan di Big Bad Worlf), berbloging kejap...
yes, masih ada solution..takde masalah lah..ok je.. :-D
how's your day?
What happen today?
1. arrive ofis mcm biasa 9.15am
2. 12 noon ke KLCC ada lunch date dgn ex-colleague - which makes me realize dah lama aku kerja kat current company ni dan pembaharuan perlu dilakukan segera... most probably I return to previous industry..but aku selesa disini..(perkara yg perlu difikirkan dgn mendalam dan serius)
3. balik lambat 30 min dari biasa...stuck in jammed at Komuter parking area for an hour!!..arrrghhh penat nye and blm Maghrib lagi...berdoa bagai nak rak harap sempat sampai rumah b4 azan Isyak berkumandang.
4. Arrive home 15 min b4 Isyak..terus solat, baca yg rukun je..relax kjp and ON TV... BUT..OH NO!!! Astro Decoder rosak pulak...takde pun digital watch tu, dash dash ke...adapter pun padam..apakah ini?..call Astro : replacement within 3-5 days..paling lewat nx monday.. gone my fav series, bola Malaysia against Thai for this week..
solution : reading book (ada 30 stok baru masuk hasil tangkapan di Big Bad Worlf), berbloging kejap...
yes, masih ada solution..takde masalah lah..ok je.. :-D
how's your day?
Thursday, December 6, 2012
Ella dah Kahwin...AKu bila pulak? Jodoh itu rahsia Allah..
July 7th, my fav singer got married....aku punyalah excited plus sedikit sedih..(boleh?..hahahahh). most of my close fren siap ucap tahniah ...congrats, kakak kau dah kahwin..hahahahhaah..
Dec 1st, her reception pulak. I am soooo happy for her, tersenyum2, tersengih tgk her wedding in TV. MOga berbahagia hingga ke Jannah ye sis Ella...
Dan aku terus berdoa agar aku juga ditemukan jodoh yang sekufu, yg aku suka dan bermohon agar jejaka misteri itu nanti akan menjaga ku sebaik mungkin, dan dialah yg terbaik untuk ku..
.p/s : dan yg penting tidak merokok..Ya Allah, kau permudahkan jodoh ku sebagaimana kau telah menemukan jodoh Ella...amin.. :-D
Dec 1st, her reception pulak. I am soooo happy for her, tersenyum2, tersengih tgk her wedding in TV. MOga berbahagia hingga ke Jannah ye sis Ella...
.p/s : dan yg penting tidak merokok..Ya Allah, kau permudahkan jodoh ku sebagaimana kau telah menemukan jodoh Ella...amin.. :-D
Those DAys...
-->While commuting to office today, looking at the people and overheard conversation in the train, my mind flies to those days...
After graduation , I was doing various part time job such as food court, sales assistant, photocopy shop. I was so happy when finally I got permanent job as Engineer Sept 2001. Salary as fresh grad that time just RM2350, nett around RM1800.....car RM600..house RM180 (a room of 4 room terrace house)..no toll just car fuel and everyday meal....I smart enough to auto deduct my pay for saving monthly basis (but always withdraw when it comes to end of the month)...
Started my very first credit card CITIBANK....limit RM3k...swipe all around. Raya shopping, Braun Buffel, Elle, some clothings...swipe. There is time I only have RM50 in my acc and next pay day is in another 1 week and a half ahead....fuel for car, swipe.
I used to have this conversation with my housemate...an engineer but always have financial problem. Sometimes I even have to be calculative just to buy a snack set of KFC..so sad.. every time received yearly bonus will be used for credit card debt. In my account hardly to reach RM5k after 3 yrs working...its a shame and thats when I decided to learn how to manage my money wisely.
I read financial planing book, attend money management seminar and on year 4 of my career life, I managed to get rid all my credit card debt, constantly put aside for saving and not missing my parents monthly gift....I cancel all my credit card, left only one with no fee for life. Its tough at the beginning but I have to live with it. No parents help cos i have my ego. I know they knew.
Alhamdullilah, since 2006 till now, even though I don't live in luxury mode yet, but its comfortable, not yet in the state of financial freedom but its enough. I started oversea trip on my own, starting once a year and now 3-4 times vacation a year . I have several account to make sure I am financially OK on my retirement day. It might nothing to some people but it absolutely SOMETHING for me.
Some Importants thing I learn from financial planning seminar regardless of the presenter is Muslim of not..
1. GIVE FIRST..THEN USED
~ the more you give the more you get. Whatever amount u get, give out 5%-10% first(to ur parents, siblings,unfortunate)...balance is yours..
2. ITS NOT HOW MUCH YOU EARN, ITS HOW WELL YOU MANAGED.
~have you ever heard someone keep complaining about his/her financial even though their pay is 6 figures p.a...
3. BE GRATEFUL BUT STRIVE FOR MORE
~ be blessed of what we have but do not stop working hard to make better life..
After graduation , I was doing various part time job such as food court, sales assistant, photocopy shop. I was so happy when finally I got permanent job as Engineer Sept 2001. Salary as fresh grad that time just RM2350, nett around RM1800.....car RM600..house RM180 (a room of 4 room terrace house)..no toll just car fuel and everyday meal....I smart enough to auto deduct my pay for saving monthly basis (but always withdraw when it comes to end of the month)...
Started my very first credit card CITIBANK....limit RM3k...swipe all around. Raya shopping, Braun Buffel, Elle, some clothings...swipe. There is time I only have RM50 in my acc and next pay day is in another 1 week and a half ahead....fuel for car, swipe.
I used to have this conversation with my housemate...an engineer but always have financial problem. Sometimes I even have to be calculative just to buy a snack set of KFC..so sad.. every time received yearly bonus will be used for credit card debt. In my account hardly to reach RM5k after 3 yrs working...its a shame and thats when I decided to learn how to manage my money wisely.
I read financial planing book, attend money management seminar and on year 4 of my career life, I managed to get rid all my credit card debt, constantly put aside for saving and not missing my parents monthly gift....I cancel all my credit card, left only one with no fee for life. Its tough at the beginning but I have to live with it. No parents help cos i have my ego. I know they knew.
Alhamdullilah, since 2006 till now, even though I don't live in luxury mode yet, but its comfortable, not yet in the state of financial freedom but its enough. I started oversea trip on my own, starting once a year and now 3-4 times vacation a year . I have several account to make sure I am financially OK on my retirement day. It might nothing to some people but it absolutely SOMETHING for me.
Some Importants thing I learn from financial planning seminar regardless of the presenter is Muslim of not..
1. GIVE FIRST..THEN USED
~ the more you give the more you get. Whatever amount u get, give out 5%-10% first(to ur parents, siblings,unfortunate)...balance is yours..
2. ITS NOT HOW MUCH YOU EARN, ITS HOW WELL YOU MANAGED.
~have you ever heard someone keep complaining about his/her financial even though their pay is 6 figures p.a...
3. BE GRATEFUL BUT STRIVE FOR MORE
~ be blessed of what we have but do not stop working hard to make better life..
Selamat Hari Raya Mama
Segala2 nya lain. Takde yang kurang mahupun lebih tapi ketiadaan mama amat dirasai. My tears drop slowly di pagi subuh hening tatkala azan subuh berkumandang Di Ikuti suara Takbir . Allah, terlalu sakit dada ini menahan sebak...berat kelopak mata menahan airmata yg bergenang.
Keputusan untuk pulang beraya di Singapura sememangnye tepat. Di kelilingi adik beradik, saudara mara mama helps me a lot. Tentu mama individu paling happy dan busy sekiranya arwah masih ada bersama, makan besar di hari akhir ramadhan seperti yg mama selalu inginkan. Tapi apakan daya, semasa hayat Mama, nenek dah atuk juga masih ada....kami selalu beraya di Melaka sebelum pulang ke spore.. Mama redha dan taat dgn kehendak Papa...Mama menantu Mithali.. Mama isteri Mithali.. Ma, isteri yg diredhai Papa...Allah janji Syurga untuk mu...insyaallah..
Ma, adik pergi Geylang 2 kali 2 hari dan sehari sblm raya. Mcm mama selalu ckp, best kan jln2 geylang mlm raya.... ;-)...abg beli sepasang baju melayu dgn samping...lepas tu kitaorang borong makanan berbuka puasa...curry puff,murtabak,putu piring,rojak...tapi disebalik kemeriahan semua tu...tidah sedetik pun minda adik lupakan mama... Ya Allah, mmg susah rupanya menghadapi saat2 tanpa mama....
mcm mana mama lalui dulu?..tanpa tok mat dan nenek..mama cekal. Mama sembunyikan rasa sedih agar kami gembira...terima kasih mama...
Ku cuba juga menceriakan suasana raya namun ada juga detik2 di mana aku mengharapkan kehadiran mama.... aku Redha ...tapi aku rindu.. Ku panjatkan doa pada Illahi agar mama bahagia di sana, agar aku diberikan kekuatan menempuhi hari2 mendatang..
Mama, kami semakin kuat mengharungi kerinduan ini dan kami berjanji akan sentiasa menghadiahkan mama dgn doa2 dan amal jariah... Semoga mama tenang disana dan berbahagia bersama parents dan anak2 mama yg lagi dua tu. Kami sentiasa berdoa agar bila tiba masa nye, kita akan disatukan semula.... amin..
Keputusan untuk pulang beraya di Singapura sememangnye tepat. Di kelilingi adik beradik, saudara mara mama helps me a lot. Tentu mama individu paling happy dan busy sekiranya arwah masih ada bersama, makan besar di hari akhir ramadhan seperti yg mama selalu inginkan. Tapi apakan daya, semasa hayat Mama, nenek dah atuk juga masih ada....kami selalu beraya di Melaka sebelum pulang ke spore.. Mama redha dan taat dgn kehendak Papa...Mama menantu Mithali.. Mama isteri Mithali.. Ma, isteri yg diredhai Papa...Allah janji Syurga untuk mu...insyaallah..
Ma, adik pergi Geylang 2 kali 2 hari dan sehari sblm raya. Mcm mama selalu ckp, best kan jln2 geylang mlm raya.... ;-)...abg beli sepasang baju melayu dgn samping...lepas tu kitaorang borong makanan berbuka puasa...curry puff,murtabak,putu piring,rojak...tapi disebalik kemeriahan semua tu...tidah sedetik pun minda adik lupakan mama... Ya Allah, mmg susah rupanya menghadapi saat2 tanpa mama....
mcm mana mama lalui dulu?..tanpa tok mat dan nenek..mama cekal. Mama sembunyikan rasa sedih agar kami gembira...terima kasih mama...
Ku cuba juga menceriakan suasana raya namun ada juga detik2 di mana aku mengharapkan kehadiran mama.... aku Redha ...tapi aku rindu.. Ku panjatkan doa pada Illahi agar mama bahagia di sana, agar aku diberikan kekuatan menempuhi hari2 mendatang..
Mama, kami semakin kuat mengharungi kerinduan ini dan kami berjanji akan sentiasa menghadiahkan mama dgn doa2 dan amal jariah... Semoga mama tenang disana dan berbahagia bersama parents dan anak2 mama yg lagi dua tu. Kami sentiasa berdoa agar bila tiba masa nye, kita akan disatukan semula.... amin..
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